RileyIsBad 9mo ago • 100%
Safety absolutely plays a role there, there have been instances where I've made brief contact with my abusers and it causes hardcore instability, but that's to be expected in those kinds of scenarios. But otherwise knowing that I'm a safe distance away from them helps so much.
I'm very proud of being able to stay there, especially since I get to live with people i know genuinely care about me and contribute to the healing process.
Work definitely gets affected by it though, I don't have that feeling of safety at my work unfortunately (am publicly trans in a pretty transphobic community) so that stress definitely gets me to fall back into the same feelings and coping mechanism from my previous situation.
RileyIsBad 9mo ago • 100%
CPTSD is also something i struggle with due to a traumatic childhood, but for the most part I'm out of that situation.
Knowing that what's done is done really helps, it's in the past and I'm safe now (at least relatively).
I'm still living in the same house i was abused in but my abusers are gone, so being able to reclaim that space and objectively acknowledge that I've progressed as a person helps put distance between what happened and what is happening.
Also learning to recognize that the way i was treated affected how i treat myself, and catching when i start letting the internal voice of those people dictate my life. Knowing what is genuinely your thoughts and feelings and the ones that aren't is extremely helpful, though very difficult.
Getting better is hard and neverending, but it lets you appreciate what little good you do have going on.
RileyIsBad 9mo ago • 100%
You're doing great sweetie, it's certainly terrifying initially but it'll be worth it!! I'm proud of you!! <3
RileyIsBad 10mo ago • 100%
Aww, I can't seem em ;^; was looking forward to the final product!
RileyIsBad 11mo ago • 100%
the article states that they were using version 3.5 during the study, I'd assume it would be patched in later iterations
RileyIsBad 11mo ago • 100%
Plot twist, it's foreshadowing
RileyIsBad 11mo ago • 100%
Like a clown car, but like, buoyant
RileyIsBad 12mo ago • 100%
WITCHY QUEEEEEN omg I love it 💞
RileyIsBad 12mo ago • 100%
Ya know, I don't know this one, and I'm honestly glad
RileyIsBad 1y ago • 100%
I'm sorry, you're just gonna deny me the rest of the view?? ;^;
RileyIsBad 1y ago • 100%
:D ayyoooo! congrats girlie!! I'm glad that your wife is taking well to it, too, it's definitely easier knowing you got someone who understands on your side of the ring.
It can be hard sometimes, people can be ruthless, but it always feels like it's worth it. You is a bad bitch, you got this hon!!
RileyIsBad 1y ago • 100%
I hope this sub has a Brooke revolution, we need more Brooke here
RileyIsBad 1y ago • 100%
I probably contribute like half the hours Fallout 4 is getting, once you go through the pain of getting modding working how you want, it's so easy to sink another hundred or so hours into it.
Lil Steamie Decky is hauling ass with 200 plugins just fine (assuming you don't mind cranking everything to low settings, but you won't notice it much on that display)
RileyIsBad 1y ago • 100%
I'd also like to know, some I'm having issues with my Bluetooth headset cutting in and out in Linux, but has no issues when I boot into windows
RileyIsBad 1y ago • 100%
Yup, that.
Don't get me wrong, I love me some Bethesda games, but only 5 years after they've come out and with a 200 plugin modlist.
RileyIsBad 1y ago • 100%
Went to go check out her channel, seems she doesn't post anymore. Really sucks, but considering how the people act in her comment section, can't really blame her.
RileyIsBad 1y ago • 100%
I will gladly have more Stargate in my feed
RileyIsBad 1y ago • 100%
Funny how on the consumer side, they keep pushing TPMs and other intrusive technologies under the guise of security, and they can't even keep their shit together on the business end long enough for people to actually believe them.
Edit: Typo
his body too small for his gotdang head
my little (okay quite large) baby boy geiger, in one of his many iconic poses